I've never been
starstruck by celebrity. People are people. I don't value fame nor
rubbing shoulders with the famous. I value people for who they are.
I've been this way for as long as I can remember.
In high school, I
was starstruck by astronomy and the space industry in general. I had
almost no interaction with the field, so I valued those who were my
connection between the world I was in and the world I wanted to
enter. For Laura the high school senior in suburbia Pennsylvania,
that was astronaut Sally Ride.
I don't remember how
the interaction was arranged. Sally Ride, the first female American
astronaut, was visiting our all-girls kindergarten through twelfth
grade school which was undergoing a STEM education push. It was well
known that I was a space geek, the only one among my peers. I was
to be her student guide and travel with her on her tour of the school
throughout the day.
I do not wish to
speak ill of the dead, but my memories of that day are not positive.
I had no experience with celebrity and had never been used as a photo
prop before. But there I was, standing next to a person who caused me
to be starstruck not because of who she was but what she represented,
cameras capturing the moment and reporters interviewing us both. When
the cameras were on, she was all smiles.
When the cameras
left, I no longer existed. She responded to my excited questions with
dismissal. She had heard all the questions before, many times before,
but in my youth I didn't know that. I took her snub personally. As
people, we all have our good and our bad days, and that may have been
a bad day for her for all I knew. As I escorted her to my AP Physics
class, I slumped into my desk, dejected. Short of being her guide, I
was not invited to join her for the rest of the day, and I had not
yet developed the boldness to go anyway.
Press shot from my physics class, back when I had short hair and wore a uniform - November 2001 |
She was among the
first of the nearly 50 astronauts that I've met. There are times when
I feel a bit starstruck, especially when meeting some of the
originals, but I step back and check myself. These are people, just
people, not too different from me. They have achievements and they have flaws. They are intelligent people
who have done extraordinary service to their countries and to
humankind, but at the core, they are just like you and me.
My former employer's
motto is “space for all” and I'm rather fond of it. What is it
about the “right stuff” mentality that makes us think that human
spaceflight is only for the elite? I hope to fly someday. I hope my
infant daughter flies someday if she chooses to. I believe in the
concept of opening space up for the average consumer to book a flight
and introducing space settlement for the general society.
The firsts deserve
celebration and respect. They paved the way for the rest of us. But
there is a “rest of us” that will follow. They were capable, and
we are capable. We're dreamers, we're doers, and we're explorers. We'll all people.
It's in our blood.
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